What Is it, really?

Something bothers me tonight.
Maybe listening to slow music has triggered me to have this thoughts.
Or maybe I am actually thinking about it.

Have you ever feel like you want to let out everything but you couldn't?

it's either the people don't understand or you just can't let it out easily.

I think it's both.

Why can't you let it out easily?
It is fear that you are afraid of.
Because your fear outweigh the answer that you want to heAr.
You fear the answer may not be as what you expected it to be.
You fear you might fall into pieces.

or

You are ashamed of yourself.
Ashamed of starting it first.
Ashamed of being too open (if you are a female)
Ashamed (by thinking) that your thoughts are not important to be considered.

It is sad because you haven't give a shot. ASSUMING.
Your conclusion can sometimes 90% out of way.


Why people don't understand you?

Because you don't let them know in the first place.
You think hints alone are enough. (Misinterpretation is common).
Your words don't match your acts.
You failed to express emotions that you wish to be understood.

What You Don't Know:
1) Try is far better than assuming
2) The longer you keep it, the more you lose it.
3) High possibility that your conclusion is out of way (Most of the time)
4) We have Allah The Almighty to rely on. So why be afraid?
5) You have nice friends and lovable parents to console you
6) You might get what you want. It's worth trying.
7) Unheard thougts drive you crazy.

Now it requires you to rip off the fear and let go of the shame you have.
Let's just try.

It is worth trying. (Could be your happiness in the future).
InsyaAllah.

Good Luck!